Sunday, April 14, 2013

Sadness

14 April 2013

Today is a Sunday...I don't know why all of a sudden, I feel really really sad. I did cry. I watched videos and I cry. Suddenly I miss my school life so much. Suddenly I think of so many things. Why all  
of a sudden I just realise that I don't owe any true friends that I can tell what ever I want or can feel the feel of mine? I just realise that forever I'm the one who are sitting there helping out, listening to others and giving hand on others problems. But who is there for me when I'm the one having problem? Who is there to be with me when I'm feeling bad? Who will be helping me when I'm having a problem? Who is there for me whenever I need a hug? I just need someone....someone that I really know,someone that I can feel them around me when I need them...Why I can't find any of my reality friends when I'm having a bad mood or facing a problem? The feeling when I look over my phone list and there is no one that I can call for when I need someone.... The feeling when I actually called and no one actually answering me....The feeling when I said hi and I got ignored by you guys...... Now we are not in the same school any more...we have different path to go. I'm going to leave... I can't even imagine who will say goodbye to me when I leave......

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

失去

失去了你
竟然就像被抽空了的空壳
只是短短的两天
却是最痛的回忆
我不会
再相信短暂的美丽
我不会
再相信短暂的幸福

宝贝
曾经是最美的称呼
如今
却是最痛的回忆
我讨厌你
讨厌你给的假象
讨厌你给的幸福
讨厌你给的称呼
讨厌你
讨厌你

不爱我就别惹我
因为
我不容易爱上
爱上了
用情就深了

今天的心情......

Officially Graduation

Today is my officially graduation day! ><
Today is my last paper of my SPM.
And we will never ever get back together~~ Bwahahaha ._.
Since is an officially graduation day, let's post some Graduation Day & Nite photos~~

Graduation Ceremony 05102012 Day and Night

Jensen~
The basket ball lover that always say:" 篮球手的朋友喔!" 


A photo of ex and still prefects!
Ah Giap, Mak Yy and Yeen Theng ><
Both sorpor~~

Hmmm...I never know how to write
 the caption of this photo.
He is Kong Cin Cheong >< if I didn't spell wrongly.
.......My dad.......
The camera bully~~
Sam Sam~~
He is the one yelling at me all the time
><

This is my lovely junior~~
Erm...I FORGOT his name!
He is Ye Kai~~

Ah Giap is sitting like a lou sai~~
Ah Chuah and Ah Teng beside~~
Yea~~><

Group photo!!!
Ah Giap, Ah Teng, Ah Chuah,Wai Hoe,
Jensen, Jong Xin, Alan, Ah Soon
><~ Gangster~~


Sor gang with our lovely Class Teacher!
Cikgu Sik, Chin Yee, Ah Chuah, Wai Hoe, Ah Giap
and forever alone Kevin Lim.

This tall guy is Jong Xin Wong~
The guy that borrow my ruler since trial till today ><
He is only tall, actually he is definitely a KID bwahahaha ._.
Su Wei~~
Si cantik~~

Me and My BFF!!
She is my sorpo friend~~
Same age same horoscope same zodiac~~
Yea~~
The one standing rite beside me is Ah Teng~~
She is our lovely baby sitter!!
And the one behind Ah Teng is Ah Chuah~~
Yea~
The Tokoh Pelajar of 2012~~ Mr Jordan Yong.
He is a great friend~~
And a Banana as well~~improve your chinese dude!><

Alan Teo~
A guy that only knows how to eat and sleep..
Still a great friend ><

Weng Hung! The head prefect!
We have a lot of secrets between us and we keep for each other!
><

Ah Chok~~
A sorpor~~><

Jia Wei~~~
A sor lou~~


My sifu since primary. Mr Wong Kar Kin
Nickname 肥鸡~
Cukup sombong?
Ah Giap!
My tu di~~
We Rock!! ><

Wei Loon~
The king scout~
He is sooooo tall...=3=
Me and Jong Xin~
This stupid guy pick up an i phone thn say take photo
And i thought that was his phone =.=
Finish taking baru he say:"this is not my phone!" ><
Jia Ying~~
A pretty pretty St.John~~
Ah Chuah~
Hello Kitty shirt!
Winnie Cheong~
She is sooo tall ><
Teng Zhi~
This sorpor is really a sorpor!><
Wah Jie~~
Jolin fanzzz~~
Mandy Ooi and Sam Samz~
Actually this photo is only me and Mandy ,
that Sam masuk tanpa izin....lol
Ah Giap~
Sifu and Tudi Chok Chok Chok!><
Jin Yuan~
A true guy that never hide his feeling~
Jordan Yong~
A gentleman and polite guy!
But, sometimes he is just too crazy!
A group photo again~
Ah Soon is always the tallest! Chin yee and the one covering her face , Ah Chuah~
><
Super man and at his right Chin Yee!
His dress code is so formal on that day! O.O
Chi Lam~
One of my old pal!
Candy~
She look great on that day!
Saw Saw~
He is also a tall guy.
Thanks a lot for bending down to smaller the difference of hight O.O
Chee Leng~
She is a pretty and funny girl~
Book A~~
Lol...the one that bully me a lot in bus during path to tuition lol 
Ah Soon~
To avoid the difference in our height, he will always sit down or bend down ~
Thank you very much my friend~
And he is actually sot geh >< bwahahaha
Wei Min~
Another tall guy@@
And he say:" Let me accommodate your height la~ If not the photographer very hard to take gah!"
LOL....He is the one who make me love in 九把刀!!
Apple~~
Oopss, I uploaded the photo with my eyes close lol!
She is so pretty~
Another group photo~
This is the gang that sit behind and have fun in class!
Ah Chuah, Ah Teng, Alan, Jensen, Jong Xin, Andy, and Ah Giap ~~
=3=
Alan~
This guy actually is a gentleman and good guy lar...
But he is also a PIG!
Damon Toh~
He is HANDSOME! Lol
He is a funny guy that i know since form 3~
Alan again~lolx
This photo he look like he is so by forced! ><
Jensen Ng~
Basket ball guy~~
=)
Jong Xin~
He purposely bend till same height with me lol !!
And he is just like a KID!
Jong Xin again~
This time we stand straight!!! lol
Please IGNORE the differences of height!
Kean Kwan~
The one and only photo of us!
He is a cool guy ><
Elaine Chow~
She is pretty~~ O.O
Sam Samz~
Here comes a funny photo!
This guy say :" Don't touch my hand! Don't hole my hand!"
 when i'm trying to ask him to take a photo with Chin Yee.
LOL! And so when he take photo with me i just said:“ Walk further away!Don't come near me!!!"
LOL!!!><
Cin Cheong~
Erm...my dad...
Jia Wei~
Please just ignore the old man behind!!! >< 
Jia Wei~~
My sor zai friend~~
Chin Yee~
This photo must thanks to Coco~~LOL
Coco Choi~
He is normal when he is alone.
But he is totally sakai when he is with Sam Sam ... @@ 
Lit Xian~
He is another king scout~
We don't talk much but he is a good friend~ 
Yeah~
The big photo of We Are Young~
Alan, Coco, Sam Sam,Chin Yee, Jong Xin,Jensen~
Ooi, mana Yik Min??@@
Yik Min~~
He is freaking tall!!!!!
Jia Huey~
This sorpor have been same class with me for three years~ 
Mikiyo~
She is a cili padi~
Kecil badan tapi pedas di dalam.
Su Wei~
Cantik cantik Sweet sweet~
Chin Ai~
Ten years friendship~~
Alan AGAIN!
Bwahahahaha...this time the PIG is dancing Oppa Gangnam Style
While i'm actually talking to the phone LOL!!!
Sam Sam~~
Finally a photo that we take seriously~
Yea~~
Jia Hui~
Another ten years friendship~